07.01.2008, 22:58, No. 9

Lately, when I look in the mirror, I don’t like what i’m seeing. I see an overweight woman with bad hair. Yes, I’m 110 lbs. but I feel fat and I know I am overweight at 5′1 (the bulges are obvious now in my midsection). I can’t stick to a exercise routine for the longest time! (sigh) Since I’ve been hooked in blogging it doesn’t help. When you blog it requires sitting down for long period of time. I do stand up to get some drinks and snacks. hehe But really I want to look fit and fab asap! No, no, I am not thinking of liposuction, that hurts! plus its super expensive. But I know, I know, it will not happen if I don’t have determination and motivation. So I am gonna try to have a fixed exercise routine next week (wish me luck), say 2x a day and increase my progress. Exercising side to side with I should watch what I eat. I will avoid burgers, and lessen my rice intake. I hope I can do this for a month and see my progress… determination, determination… I need do it for my health also. Gotta stay healthy.

About trying to be fab, I am loving the tips I get from the TV show of Tim Gunn, “Tim Gunn’s Guide to Style.” The last episode I watched was hilarious because the woman is in her 40’s but she dressed like she’s in her 20’s. Basically, she wears jeans, tight fitting tees, too much accessories and lotsa make-up than a clown. Aside from being hilarious in her transformation, i can’t help but feel sad for her because she seems can’t let go of the image of herself as a 21 years old girl. So Tim came to the rescue. I can tell it was hard for Tim and his team to help the woman because she was not 100% committed for change. So to let her see the big picture, Tim made her meet a Life stylist. I’ve never heard of a Life stylist before so I said WTF? Anyway the Life Stylist basically helped her see the different stages of her life. The good and the bad. It ended up in a very bad tone because the woman didn’t want to give up her favorite day dress! that she loves to wore when when she was in her 20’s. I can be fixated in some things too but never a day dress!

To make the story short, the woman eventually opened up and accept the change. And voila! she looked sophisticated, professional and she now wears clothes for her age.

Hayyy.. time for me to try to wear clothes that will make me look fab that will make me look my age. But you know its soooo good to stay feeling like I’m in my 20’s. Tim will also have a hard time on me. lol