06.09.2008, 22:50, No. 7 – Diary of a mouse
The past days I was having a “down syndrome”, that’s how i describe myself whenever I am feeling down. I was down because there are some things in my life that I want to happen now, asap… but its not happening yet. Its so frustrating when you want things to happen but you cannot do anything to make it happen… hence you feel helpless. I let the feeling go… had few tears here and there, but after I let out, I am back in my normal self again. 
One thing I learned to keep a relationship is never ever let my pride gets in between me and my loved one. I say sorry and mean it. I don’t think saying sorry means I admitted I was the one whose wrong, its being humble and letting the person knows that he is more important than my sulking. And wow, I always feel good whenever I say sorry and let myself become vulnerable to mickey mouse because it hurts me more to know that mickey mouse is hurting. I want mickey mouse to be the happiest man on earth.
Today I feel happy, I was able to take a good nap, have my afternoon coffee and toasted bread and do some blogging. And oh! There is a new Korean drama-comedy on TV so I watched it and laughed how I used to be like “Dalja”, the main character of the drama-comedy. You know 30-something and still single.
Another reason that I am happy is being able to take my parents out yesterday. When I was young, my parents used to take me to watch the Circus or take me to McDonalds. But now, I’m the one who takes them out. I treasure every moment with them until I join mickey mouse. We should treasure our parents no matter how much they can be pain in the ass sometimes. Hey we’ve been a pain in their asses too! Care for your parents while you still can because you can never take back time.
But to top my being happy today is because my mickey mouse is celebrating his birthday! Happy Birthday Mickey Mouse!!! Muah! I wish you more birthdays to come. I am thankful that we’ve met and you own half of my heart. I will always be here for you no matter what, thru thick or thin. Love you!
So life is beautiful despite the constant struggles in life. There’s a saying “happiness is not wanting what you have, but wanting what you have.”
