06.07.2008, 22:15, Diary of  a mouse No. 6

I realized that you can never change a person no matter if you’re their greatest love. Its something not easy to accept that you can’t change the person you love even if what they’re doing already hurts you. You can never know what life will throw at you. Sometimes you just want to give up and walk away. But that’s a coward way so I don’t want to go there. But despite life is a continuous struggle, amazing things are happening to me. I realized that I am stronger than I think I am. I can be down but I can stand up again. I am able to accept the person I love, I am able to understand and be more patient. If the hurt is too much and I don’t think I can’t take it anymore, I tell my loved one that it hurts like hell already so he better stop. I think that’s why LOVE is “invented”, love has the magic of making things better. Like tonight, I’m a bit unsure of so many things. But I know things will get better. And like what Leona Lewis said in her song, “I don’t care what they say, I’m in love with you…” I will definitely follow my heart because mickey mouse and I is worth fighting for. Listening to Leona’s song “Bleeding Love” makes me feel better.